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I had a long week and I rather not talk about it, but Bram been there for me. I felt bad because I felt that I had been neglecting him. I've been missing his calls and hanging up on him, but he said i'm not been neglecting him. He has been there for me.

Kim asked me to hang out I don't if I want to I want to hang out with Kim. I don't know if I should do something out of my routine. I don't if i will be tired or not. Maybe that time i'm spending with kim should I be studying for history test on monday I don't know. Maybe I can asked her if we can go to bubble only and straight home. I want to save up some money for A-kon. I know it's in may but I want to be perpared. I don't I see what I have decided tomorrow. I want to study for history and work on some assignments that is due end of this smester and hang out with Kim.

My mom took me shopping at HEB. When my mom was looking for a good apples. I was waiting for her. Then there this kid bunt into my cart and I was next to the apple stand on my left. The kid's foot was caught between the wheel on my right side. I couldn't get out of it b/c there was somebody behind me. There this one lady was trying to get through she was next the kid but she couldn't get through b/c somebody was on her right side. I said excuse me to the kid several time. He kept staring at me. Somehow i lift the cart up alittle where I can get the wheel move it above the kids foot. Then I turn around the kid did the same thing with a stand of strawberrys. Then my mom wanted bananas. Then the kid said sorry about before. when the kid and his grandma walked away. I over heard him saying that I was in his way. Then grandma started to argued with him about it. That kid lied about what happen. My mom thought he was a student of mine at the Little gym. I didn't even know him. wierd.

I was so scared to fail my history class. I don't want to drop out. Then I talked to my teacher about how I was feeling. She started to help me feel better about the 1st Test. I felt prepared for it, but i'm still stress no matter what.

I can't beleive what i'm going to do. This is the first time I ever done this before pushing yarik out of my life. I had it. This week I realize why I stop talking to yarik on the phone. He always called so many times and made it sound important but the information can wait until I get free mins. He is my ride home but I have to talk to him because what if his mom already there or something. Out of all my calls on saturday I was happy to get a phone call from Kristen. I was so relived she called and happy. I never want any beef with anyone and no conflcit. This will be the first because I don't have the strength anymore to handle this. I've had enough to deal with him for over 3 years now. I don't think I can handle this. San japan was the con I went after I got sick at ikkicon. I was having the best time and I was at my first panel and yarik ruin it. This ikkicon was hard for me because I was scared getting sick there. I wanted to make it the best con i've gone too and I did it but I can't handle yarik. I know what he does, he coming from a good heart but he's doing it wrong. I don't know. This is the first time I ever done this. Breaking up a friendship where I know this will be a conflict and more drama. I can't do it. This what I don't want: drama.

I got there with yarik. Like always he was pissing me off. So I started to hit up alot. Then he ask me if I was pmsing. I was so mad and I hit him. I got there at 1. When I got ther I hanged out with big mama. The lady that let chris stayed with her. she is a great person. Everybody was at momokos. Jordan, Matt and I cosplay for 2 hours. It took us about another hour to find where to order. There was no place can deliver in downtown. Then we order from this one place and it's our only choice another than a deli place. Then my friend called me to hangout but she was in the dealer room stocking mangas up. I was doing that for an hour. I was starving for 5 hours after but I got food and free manga. When I got back to the room there was this couple that is friends with Sarah(big Mama's daughter). They were making out and playing around, they weren't having sex thank god. They were crazy and spilled orange juice on the bed where both Matts and Jordan were suppose to be sleeping on that bed. Thank god they didn't stay there. So I'm happy. Everybody got drunk but not that drunk. It was funny seeing them drunk. Then Cici came to my recuse and yarik and I home. then she drop me off. I was really tired and Yarik was getting on my nerves it was 1:30 am. I didn't want to ride all the way home with him. He kept calling my cell for unimportant stuff. Everybody knew it was him before looking at the caller id. He promised me that we will leave at 11:30 pm. Around 4pm he wanted to go home because he was bored. I agree going home with him because he was leaving late. Other than that I had a great time.

Mycellphone has been ringing at the point where i want to turn off the cell phone during a con. Yarik kept calling me while I was in a panel. 4 time I had leave the panel for yarik phones calls in 2 hours. He kept calling about when the dealers room is open and closed. When he there kept callng me. when I was helping a friend video taping her idol thing. Yark called three times. I had hangup on him in 1 minute. He was calling about the his brother's wallet where there was no money. I had to keep his wallet b/c he had my badge. I was going to see brother b/c they were giving me a ride home. 30 minutes before I called him about the wallet. He said give it to him later. Other than that I had a blast at the con. I also got kristen a gift where it can help her for the next con. It's not a lot but it helps.

I realized that I added 10 pounds during the break. When I got home I started to study. I did some cardio. Then I got a text from Chris-chan. He wanted me to worked out and he wanted a freind to work out with him. I joined Chris, we worked out for 3 hours. Then we went to a play ground and he show me karate moves. He also teach me some moves.

I realized I need to study more. I NEED to STOP hanging in the student lounge. I feel that I hanged out in there too much.

I'm not used to a blocked shedule. Last semester I had to go to school on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. So I left my books in my bag. I didn't have to take stuff out of it. This semester I go to school all five days. I need to get a system going. So I can get use to.

This morning I forgot to pack my notebook. It had all my notes for my classes. I felt so unperpared. Then I called my mom after class so I can get my notes for my history. Then I don't know when I can study for my classes.

This afternoon I study and went over to hangout with Matt for lunch. Then I went to the library to work on my paper for bio. then I went to class. Matt alittle mad that I left him in the student lounge. I had to go to the restroom then I went to class. Do I really need to walk Matt to class. He knows where the class room is and He has legs so he can walk. SO I don't see a problem where can go to class by him self.

I met this one guy he is in both of my classes. SO I started asking him about our classes. He seems nice.

When I got to school I was so cold. I decided to go to the student lounge. Guess who? I saw Kemper. I just gave a little hello. Then he came over and scratch my back. It scared me and I got it up. Then I offered my seat to this guy and he said "you didn't have to get up and give me your seat." That wasn't the idea! I don't want to be next to kemper.

My family and I celebrated my birthday. We all went to the Olive Garden. The food was great! My cousin terry finally ate something. He's a picky eater. Then we went to my aunt's house ate cake and open present. I had open it really qick b/c my mom needed to get to work.

I spend my whole time playing and joking around with my cousins. We were playing a game where you got three doors that have werid, good and bad things happened to you.

Today I bunted into yarik and from Alan. Thank god! for Alan being there. I started to tlaked to Alan. Then Yarik gave me a hug. Ok there was this guy with blue hair that was onicon. He went my friends and I hotel room being drunk most of the time. I forgot his name. So he is at Acc. there is good news, He said he will give me a ride to ikkicon. If he get drunk i'll ride with Yarik home. When I was talking to him I saw Kemper. He wanted to say hi but I was in a middle of a conversation. It was great timing when both of them came out the 4000 building.

In my biology class. I made some couples of friends. We were in the same group. So we all started to work together on the lab. It was fun. I like the class so far.

My Classes were alright I had College Algebra, English Comp 1, and History. During my 3 hours break I worked on my assignment for Biology. I went to the learning center and I was like only one there asking for help. I liked how I had 3 hours until my other class. It's nice to have that much time to study.

I just finish working on my assignment. I just need to work on the ending. It was nice to have my brain working again.

Books are not cheap. My mom and I had to go to three place. To check for a good price. We went to Half Price Books, Bevos and the ACC book store. My mom wanted to go to Half Price Books to see by a chance they had the books. We went to Bevos to buy because it was cheaper than the ACC book store. On our book journey I was having a headache. I wanted to go home but I wanted to get it over with.

Yarik kept calling me and texting Kristen. I couldn't talk to him while he called me for the first time and I was talking to my mother. He kept calling. i'm so sorry he texted Kristen b/c i don't want her to be distracted while she is supposed to study.

I had to go back to school on my birthday. It was alright. The teacher was alright. I met couple of people today. I was surprise that i did and that i even spoke to anyone. I had to talk to them becuase we were having the same problem finding the assignment. It was fun. I had alittle trouble with the assignment so i'm going tommorrow for tutoring.

I'm going to celebrate my birthday with my family. On another day. I just want to spend my birthday home and alone. Turning 19 makes feel like an adult. It's just sad that i'm not spending this day with my friends and family. most of them are not in the city and one not even in the state. It was nice to here them on the phone and on facebook.

Kristen and I waited for her friend Eric at Sugar Mama's Bakeshop. The cupcake was really good. Then we all went to Hey cupcake! Their icing was to sweet for me, but the cake was good. we walked around there for awhile looking at some shops. We drove around deciding where we want to go. We all decided to go to Zilker. But none of us remember the way. Then Eric brought up canoing. It was relaxing on the lake. We saw some ducks swimming. There was some gooses and they didn't like us there. We were going against the current and wind. Our goal was reaching towords the high way. When we got there we were trying to turn around. We were at the shallow part of the lake. Then some one said "this will be a great place to fall in because it's shallow". Then Eric thought we were serious then he tiped the canoes. We were all soked. I have to admitted that it was fun falling in. That was my favorite part of all but not having any dry clothes or being perpare. Then we went to Momokos for some bubble teas. Burns was kind of letting us borrow some clean clothes. I really didn't care how I looked. I just care i have some dry pants. Then I went home took a long shower. Now I'm nice and clean also dry.

I'm sorry that when yall called me. I never picked up b/c it's on silent. I know i should turn it on after having it for 4 years now. Today I have turn it on. Now when yall call me yall can get a hold of me. i'm sorry I didn't turn it on sooner. Now I can get to know my own ring tone.

I know i'm 16 days late writing about this. I got off of my lazy butt and wirte this thing down.
1. Get Bs or As in all my class
2. No boyfriends
3. Less Social in class
4. study hard
5. Less hanging out with Yarik
6. Need to lose 10 pound untils this semester is over.
7. try to be less lazy.
I will try my best to stick to this!

After class Matt and I went to talk to the president of the anime club. We are the two member in the club. Matt is the secertary and i'm the tresure. Then We went to Maki. The people that work know us. When Matt and I was paying for our food they know what kind of drink we wanted. i've been there 5 times and Matt hass been there 9 times. In the last 2 months. Then I stayed at Matt's house. I was reading mangas, and Matt was playing on his playstation 3. Then we went to Barn and Noble. We bumped into Amanda. It was so nice to her again. During our time She started to hit b/c I don't know. Her friend picking her b/c she is short. I felt sad. The Veed, Christina, kevin was there. Somehow we made jokes about amanda's hieght. Matt and I supposed to meet Hollie at gateway, but she told us wrong the info.

I haven't seen Ashley for long time. I haven't seen chris since the summer. So i'm glad i've hung out w/them.I hanged out with Ashley Soto and Chris-Chan. We went to Lake line Mall. I had so much fun. We just wander around the mall. Then we end up at this game board shop. We found these to guys playing this game. I forgot the name. The rule is try to match your color. Then we started to play the game called Blockus. I think that the name. I'm not sure. You try to take as much space and you need to have less pieces. You need to connect them by the coners. Your peices cannot touch sides. If this confusing i'm sorry. We went to alot of stores we also went insidet the Disney store. Chris had enjoyed going in there.

It was nice that eating at Ihop with Hollie, Matt, Jordan, and Kim together. It was fun. We also got free pancakes. It was a yummy breakfest. Then Matt left us to go to work. Holie and her friends met Jordan, Kim and I went to Borders. Then we went to the Korean place. Then we straight to Hollie's place and play Clue. Kim won the game. We had to leave b/c kim and I need to get home. It wasa fun day and a long on too.